Allison Holker Reflects on Stephen ‘tWitch’ Boss’s Ayahuasca Experience and Its Impact Before His Death
February 4, 2025: “I feel like his heart was never truly the same when he returned. There was something missing in his eyes,” she shared about her late husband.
In a recent interview on “The Jamie Kern Lima Show,” Allison Holker Boss opened up about her late husband, Stephen “tWitch” Boss, and the profound changes she observed in him following an ayahuasca journey. She revealed that this experience significantly altered him, leading to struggles from which he “never healed.”
A Transformative Experience
Stephen “tWitch” Boss, renowned dancer and former co-host of “The Ellen DeGeneres Show,” embarked on an ayahuasca journey in an attempt to confront personal challenges. Allison recounted that upon his return, there was a noticeable shift in his demeanor. She observed a change in his heart and eyes, indicating an internal struggle that persisted.
The Unseen Battle
Despite his outward success and joyful persona, tWitch grappled with internal battles exacerbated by the ayahuasca experience. Allison expressed her sorrow over his unhealed wounds and the impact of his choices on their family, particularly their children. She emphasized the importance of recognizing that even those who appear strong can face hidden struggles.
Raising Mental Health Awareness
Following tWitch’s death by suicide in December 2022, Allison has been dedicated to raising awareness about mental health. In her memoir, “This Far: My Story of Love, Loss, and Embracing the Light,” she discusses his struggles and aims to help others recognize warning signs. Collaborating with mental health organizations, she seeks to educate the public and prevent similar tragedies.
Understanding Ayahuasca
Ayahuasca is a psychoactive brew traditionally used in South American spiritual ceremonies. While some individuals report therapeutic benefits, it can also lead to challenging psychological experiences. Allison’s account underscores the potential risks associated with such journeys, especially for those with underlying mental health issues.
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